Occidere vel occidi
I'm boring and I cry too much.
I write because people are dumb.
“I think that we're all mentally ill. Those of us outside the asylums only hide it a little better - and maybe not all that much better after all.” - Stephen King
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After just two practices, ORG welcomed me and made me feel more comfortable than ASB has ever made me feel in two years.
I think I’ve seen you somewhere in her smile.
Like I heard your voice in her laughter,
Like I smelled your cologne on her thighs,
I bet,
If we dusted her heart for fingerprints,
We would only find yours.
- Rudy Francisco
(Source: aooo-wow, via rudyfrancisco)
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"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"
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I wanna live life and be good to you.
The hardest god damned part is struggling to matter.
I invariably crave you. I crave your uncontrolled gaze and your sincerest smile. But unfortunately, I crave what I cannot have.
"It’s not just what I feel; it’s what I do not feel for anyone but you."
I used to truly believe that you could love me and I could love you and that we would be beautiful. I used to. But after everything you’ll pulled, after last night, being fully aware of my feelings, I realized. I realized that you would never be anything more to me and I would never be anything more to you. Admittedly, it hurt. It still does. But what you have done to me cannot and will not define me. I’m sorry if you wanted me to cry and cry over about how vulnerable I am without you, but I can rise above — with or without you. Although I made the best memories and conversations with you, I can’t force myself upon you and knowing that, there’s no point in being eternally upset over it. So thank you. Thank you for giving me the best of you and thank you for letting me give you the best of myself.
